Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Top 10 reasons to have a hysterectomy

GruntDoc: posted the top 10 reasons to have a hysterectomy..Sent to him by a friend thinking about having it done...I'm working on a top ten list of reason why not to have a hysterectomy..I will post them when it is finished..Heres Doc's list.


10. Raise my iron level by 4 points in just 45 minutes.

9. Stop
worrying about waking up dead by bleeding out during the night.

8. Stop
scheduling "relations" with spouse, within the safe 4 day window.

7. Put
an end to the fear of embarrassment in public places.

6. Be able to
order my steaks medium, instead of "cut it with a hot knife".

5. Return
the grass to green, over the septic system run off.

4. Be able to leave
the house for longer than 20 minutes.

3. Single handedly put kotex out
of business.

2. Put a stop to the endless debate, which is larger, a
small egg or a large walnut.

1. Donate my uterus to red Cross and they
will never need another blood drive
.

:)

School Has Started

Tessa started first grade today! I stopped to see how her day had gone and was so relieved to find that she had a GOOD day! Particularly since she told me last night, "Grandma, I decided I'm not going to school anymore." "I told mommy not to get me up early in the morning because I don't want to be in first grade." But, I saw a happy little girl get off the school bus this afternoon...She looked so cute in her new little black skirt and red top, with red socks and black tennis shoes...She looked like a midget cheer leader...

Tomorrow, Im going to lunch with a friend of mine that is in town, and then we are going to do craft shopping....I love craft stores...Would be nice if I was a crafty type person but I'm afraid that honor in this family goes to my 2 sister-in-laws...They could both make fortunes off the things they know how to make..I, on the other hand would go broke if I tried to live off my craft skills. But regardless, I still like to shop at the stores and dream...It will be a nice change from the normal.

Monday, August 30, 2004

Patriotism Problem.... Presidential Leadership

James Taranto pretty much sums it up with this article....For the whole story please go here.....OpinionJournal - Presidential Leadership:
"After the Sept. 11 attacks, it seemed possible that the antiwar
counterculture was a thing of the past. But old habits die hard, and for the
most part the Democratic left soon returned to its Sept. 10 mindset. Democrats
nominated John Kerry, respected on the left for his antiwar agitation, on the
theory that his war-hero pose would establish his patriotism and be sufficient
to compensate for his lack of a muscular foreign policy.
Instead it has
raised questions about his character. One veteran quoted in 'Unfit for Command'
puts the matter pungently: 'In 1971-72, for almost 18 months, he stood before
the television audiences and claimed that the 500,000 men and women in Vietnam,
and in combat, were all villains--there were no heroes. In 2004, one hero from
the Vietnam War has appeared, running for president of the United States and
commander in chief. It just galls one to think about it.'"

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Spelling may not be Important!

Please don't stop reading this because it looks weird. Believe it or not you can very easily read it..very interesting! I will never again appologize for all my misspelled words..

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Cthay

Cancer giggles.....A Great Story!!

Click on post title to read this amazing story of one mans struggle and acceptance of terminal cancer...You will experience every possible emotion as he takes you through his world....

Thursday, August 26, 2004

A Story About Stem Cells

Click on this link for a good story on stem cells...I try to keep reading alot about stem cell research because of how alzheimer's has effected our family.. The New York Times > Science > Stem Cells: Promise, in Search of Results

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

The Sky Hates Me

I try to figure this out but all my life I have known that the sky just does not like me! It can be the most beautiful day but when I step out the front door, the clouds roll in and it begins pouring rain. I'm doomed! Heaven is sending me a message.

This morning when I walked out to go to work it was lightening and thundering and pouring rain. As soon as I get in the car, by now soak and wet, it stops raining. Only sporadic sprinkles on my 40 minute drive to work. I step out of car and it begins pouring again..Ahhh, finally it clears up and the sun is shining, I look out the window all day at work and see a beautiful sky. After work I stop at the grocery store and when I opened the car door, it begins pouring again..By now I am asking the sky "why are you so pissed at me?" I return home just as soaked as I was when I arrived at work today...

I guess if there is one sure way to aviod this happening tomorrow, it would be to remember to carry my umbrella with me..It wouldn't dream of raining if I'm prepared and ready for it...We'll see!

Where did this name come from?

If you are wondering why I named my blog "The Barefoot Log" this is the answer. I initially named it simply "Cathy's Blog" but after several people told me they tried to access it and were taken to a different Cathy, I decided I needed something a little more unique. Actually they were leaving off the "B" in their web search and found Cathy's Log instead of my Blog..

I was sitting here trying to figure out a name and realized I was looking at my bare feet while thinking about it...I never wear my shoes while at the PC and it seemed like a good name for me. Blogging in my bare feet is what I do. So it is appropriately named...

Monday, August 23, 2004

A Beautiful Day

Finally, it is not raining, the sun is shining and life is good...I ended up working a 12 hour shift last night and didn't get home until after 4:00am. Since I go on days tomorrow I made myself get up early this morning with only a few hours sleep so I can sleep tonight or I will be in big trouble at about 5:00 tomorrow morning.

I'm getting ready to pick up Tessa and take her to the park...The BIG birthday party was yesterday, Tessa is NOW 7, for which I got to attend for a little while before work...Polly pockets, barbies and Bratz ruled the day. I remember when Barbie dolls ruled my day. I wonder how long that old bat is going to be around lying about her age to everyone?...I would love to visit her plastic surgeon!

She also received a "Monopoly" game. Maybe we can teach this child something about money after all..Let her buy up a few railroads and see how fast the moolah goes...With my luck, I'm sure I'll be siting in some jail while she watches me from her boardwalk penthouse...

I promised myself I wouldn't waste this wonderful day by sitting inside so I'm off to the park..

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Back in the Workforce

Ahhhhh, the first day back after a few months of not working...My legs are killing me after standing for 9 hours but other than that it was a good day.. I saw alot of interesting people and was so busy that time basically flew. Noone told me off and several people asked me if my hair was naturally this auburn color. My reply was "of course it is." Made me think of my Mom who had beautiful auburn hair. In her younger days people called her "red" alot. One guy always, without fail, would say to her "Hey red, what's the color of your hair?" After hearing this same remark from the same person, over and over for several years, she one day answered him with "Sky blue pink, you colored blind sonofabitch!" I imagine he didn't ask about her hair color again..

Has been raining so hard all last night and all day today, I looked like a drowned rat when I got to work this afternoon. Unseasonably cold here in NW Ohio for August. We haven't really had any real hot weather for the last 6 weeks. Kids are very dissapointed as this is 2 summers in a row where swimming wasn't much of an option. Will probably turn to 90 degrees next week when they are all sitting back in a stuffy classroom.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

The Grandkids

Tomorrow I will be returning to the work force. Today I spent the afternoon with my grandkids. There are 2 of them, Tyler (13) and Tessa (6)..They are getting ready and anxious to return to school next week..

When did 6 year old little girls not be afraid of snakes? I'm much older and still can't even stand looking at one. Every time I go to my sons I'am faced with that task, as Tyler has a snake. I hate him more than I can tell you..The rule is "the snake has to stay in his aquarium when I'am there", as long as that happens then I, in turn, stay the hell away from him..

Today was snake feeding day..."Now, why are they feeding this cute little white mouse to this snake?" "OK Tyler, go in the room and feed him." "No grandma, we bring him out here to feed him, we have to watch him eat." "Why do you have to watch him eat?" "We always do!" I'm not going to win this fight so I relent.. They bring out this contrapcion of some sort, very low to the ground, to put the snake in while he eats. I'm not going to watch while this snake chokes this poor mouse to death and then inhales him head first.

Mission accomplished! Snake is happy, mouse is gone..."Put the snake back in his aquarium now." "We can't" "You can't? Why can't you?" "He likes to lay still and not be touched for awhile after he eats"..... The next thing I hear is Tessa yelling "Grandma, he's coming out!" I jump up to run to her and sure enough this damn snake is climbing right out of this thing he is in. I scream for Tyler while heading for the front door with my grandaughter tucked under my arm..

My heart was pounding and I felt faint..Eventually, the snake was back in his home and all was well in the world. Thank God, I go back to work tomorrow.

Important....Support Your Presidential Candidate!

I found this at Smoke on the Water:

If you support the policies and character of George W. Bush, please drive with your headlights on during the day on Friday. If you support John Kerry please drive with your headlights off Friday night. Please pass the message to as many people as possible

8 year olds holy communion declared invalid

From CBS news comes a story of an 8 year old girl who suffers from a rare gastrointestinal disorder that had her holy communion declared invalid because the "wafer" contained no wheat.

This is one of those strange stories that really make no sense to me. Is God really going to be mad because she ate a wafer that contained rice instead of wheat?

Monday, August 16, 2004

Our Beautiful Mom.........An Alzheimer's Victim

We had kept Mom at home for as long as we possibly could. She had Alzheimer's for more than a decade when we realized that it was more than any of us could do. The last year had consisted of having to watch while our Mom could no longer differentiate between a human being and an object. She drank dish soap, poured ketchup on her hair, was combative, and had physical fights with imaginary people.

Alzheimer's is absolutely my worst fear. I can think of nothing more horrible than having your mind stolen. Mom was always so sharp witted. She wrote beautiful stories and poetry. She played the piano and made the best chocolate peanut butter fudge in the world. It's mind boggling that there is an illness so devastating that it's capable of stealing everything it has taken someone a life time too become. Everyone dealing with a loved one with Alzheimer's should consider reading the book titled "The 36 Hour Day."

This is a poem that I wrote for our Mom several months before she passed away. I looked at her one day is this is what I thought;



Look at her now so frail and thin,
nothing but a shadow of the woman within.
I remember as a child, playing at her knee.
So strong and so mighty, that's how she use to be.
Then Alzheimer's struck her and ripped us apart.
Will today ever end, does tomorrow get to start?
I reach out to touch her but she pulls away.
She doesn't know me, so I'll try another day.
How could this happen to a woman so pure?
Only God has the answer, of that I'm sure.
I wish I could tell her, it was "She" that made me strong.
I won't get that chance...I've waited too long.

My Friend Shauna and Hurricane Charley

I finally got a hold of Shauna this morning on her cell phone. It was a really bad connection and I only got about every other word she said. The important part though was that she and her family are OK. They live on Edgewater Drive in Port Charlotte and were hit pretty hard. She says they returned home on Saturday to a house that has part of its roof missing and they lost a bedroom. She tells me they are staying there. How can they stay there with that much damage?

They have no electric, water or phone service. I don't even think it can be safe to live in a house with that much damage. She says they need to stay there for ins. purposes? What does that mean? I'm very worried about her but slightly less so since I know they atleast are safe. I will post an update about her and her family as I receive them.

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Update On My Family Members and Hurricane Charley

Well its been a sleepless night for me here in Ohio while I still have no news of my sister in Sebring Fla. I talked to my brother in Port St. Lucie about 8:30 am. He and my sister-in-law are on their way now to Sebring to try and find our sister and her boyfriend Bill. I'am waiting to hear from them and will post an update as soon as possible.

I also talked to my other brother Denny, who is in "Cape May" in N.J. this weekend. They are right now preparing for effects of Charley getting ready to hit in that area.

Friday, August 13, 2004

Friday the 13th...Hurricane Charley!

Well, here I sit in Ohio, while so many people I care about are in Florida in Charley's path. My best friend Shauna and her family live in Port Charlotte. Port Charlotte looks likes a disaster on the news. I received an email from her yesterday morning saying they were evacuating. I hope they are safe and I Pray they have a home to return too.

My Sister is in Sebring and I can't reach her! I don't know if the phone lines are down or if they evacuated. I hope they have evacuated and are some place safe. She is very stubborn but this time I hope she overcame that and put safety first. She promised she would.

My brother and sister-in-law are in Port St. Lucie and as of 4pm I know they were ok. They have a secure home and all the gear to hopefully ride this out.

I cant think right now so I guess I will just hang around waiting to hear from my sister and Shauna.

I will add to this post again tomorrow..

Scutmonkey comics

To view Michelle Au's newest scutmonkey comic, visit the underwear drawer While there check out her other comics. They are hilarious!

Thursday, August 12, 2004

The Quantum Sleeper?

Has it come to this? This reminds me of the fallout shelter that was in my grandparents back yard in the 50s. Although this is a much updated version. Is this a joke?

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

The Woes of Nursing School

Last week while grocery shopping I ran into one of my instructors from nursing school days. Ann Treglia was one of those instructors you never forget. What memories it always brings back whenever I see her. She never fails to remind me of my first day of clinical, during first quarter nursing school, about a hundred years ago. She was a strict, comical, knowledgeable and very compassionate nurse and instructor.

What a job she had, getting all the newbies who didn't know anything about giving nursing care.. She has told me many times how the memory I made for her would stay with her for the rest of her life. Evidently it has, since she always reminds me of it.

So, on this first day of clinical, we all show up in our new crisp white uniforms and little white caps. At that point in our training, we were skill trained to do 2 things. Bed to chair transfers and bed baths. We knew nothing! We were as fresh as it gets. We had our patients assigned and for the next 2.5 hrs. we were to visit with them, give them their bath, transfer them to a chair (even if they were capable of transferring themselves) and change their bedding. We also worked in teams of two. Thank goodness for that!

Mr. K. was several hrs. "TUR" post op. My partner Tonya and I enter his room both feeling very confident, and I'm sure we were also filled with our share of self importance. We spend a few minutes introducing ourselves and explain that we are going to bathe him and get him up to sit in a chair for awhile.

He is still a little groggy but very cooperative. He was too cooperative.
We fumbled through the bath and shave and now it was time to get him up. We sit him on the side of the bed, where I want him to stay for a moment, while we evaluate him for dizziness. Mr. K. was ambitious and had his own ideas about getting up. He wants to prove he can get himself up and before we even realized what he was doing, he stood and stepped right onto his IV line, pulling it loose from the 3 way. Blood started shooting out of that thing everywhere. Did we know to just pick up the line and reattach it? No! Did we even have common sense enough to plug the hole with a finger to stop the blood? No! Panic time!! I immediately sat him back on the side of the bed while calling for my partner to go find Ann, NOW!

What seemed like hours (was actually seconds) later, here comes Tonya, Ann and the charge nurse. Ann says she will never forget running into that room and there sat my patient on the side of that bed, trying to comfort me, while I was on my knees, in front of him, my hands cupped trying to "catch" the blood that was pouring out...

To make matters worse, when they evaluated how much blood they thought he had lost, it was enough that a phone call needed to be made to his attending.

Thank God, it turned out that he did not require a transfusion. Of course it was Mr. K. who remained the calmest person in that room. I remember him being so kind and worried that I was going to be in trouble, while I was so worried that he was going to bleed to death.

So there I sat in our very first post shift meeting, with all my peers, who obviously had a better day than I did, (their uniforms were still white) looking like I had just come from a slaughter. A lesson learned!

Monday, August 09, 2004

Putting it in Perspective

We've all heard the democrats spouting off, about the 7 "wasted" minutes that Bush spent reading to grade school children, after being informed of the attacks on the WTC. I wonder what they think those 7 minutes could have accomplished or if any actions at that point could have made a difference?

On the other hand, Kerry admits that he sat "unable to think" for 40 minutes following the WTC attacks up to the time the Pentagon was hit.

Blaster's Blog - Plenty + More = Enough: " sums it up.
About Kerry and the seven minutes

Let's put that in perspective.


In the 40 minutes between the
second plane striking the WTC and the plane striking the Pentagon, John Kerry
sat, unable to think.


In those same 40 minutes, President Bush spoke
to the Vice President, the director of the FBI, the National Security Advisor,
and the governor of New York; addressed the nation; and rushed to Air Force One.


And he read a book."

Herpes Risk from Ancient Form of Circumcision

Yahoo! News - Herpes Risk from Ancient Form of Circumcision:

This is one of those stories that is almost to sick to even share. WTF could these guys be thinking?

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Cold Fury

Holy shit! Mike over at Cold Fury: nailed it with this!

"Someday, some way"
The road goes ever on and on, down from the liberal
sinkhole where it began:

WASHINGTON - Homeland Security Secretary Tom
Ridge on Tuesday defended the decision to tighten security in New York and
Washington even though the intelligence behind the latest terror warnings was as
much as four years old.

So I was having a conversation with a friend the
other night, and I mentioned how much I like Cheney and Rumsfeld, mostly because
they just don�t take a lot of crap from reporters. Once, just once, I�d love to
see a press conference that went something like this:
Press: �Mr. Ridge, how
do you respond to charges that this security alert is really a scare tactic
being used for political purposes by the Bush administration?�
Ridge:
�Christ almighty, what is it with you people? You�ve spent a couple of years
asking why we didn�t prevent 9/11, calling for an investigation, asking �how
much did Bush know and when did he know it?� You blamed us for something we
failed to prevent after eight months in office, and yet to this day you give the
Clinton admin a free pass, even though he had eight years�eight fucking years,
people�to do something about al Qaeda and didn�t do one goddamned thing."

To read the rest, and there's alot, go to his site and enjoy it as much as I did...Wouldn't you love to see and hear an actual press conference go this way?

Squirty Worm

Yesterday I took my 6 year old grandaughter to squirty worm. SW is on the same scale as "chucky cheese" but a smaller version. They have many games that kids love playing. When kids have finished playing, before leaving, they go to the check out counter and exchange the tickets they have won for small gifts or pieces of candy. It is such a rip off ! For about 300 tickets you may get a penny sucker or very small tootsie roll. But, in the big picture of things, none of that is significant. What matters most is to watch as your child (or grandchilds) eyes light up when they have just made a big hit and done away with the warrior threatening our security. Or listen to that laugh when the light stops on "jackpot" and they just won 150 tickets (enough for half a tootsie roll) testing their hand eye coordination. I had promised we could spend $20.00 and absolutely no more, but, as usual this child knows how to work Grandma. Before it was all over, I was down $40.00.. But, she ended up with a plastic baton and (2) tootsie rolls. I ended up getting to see a child have a great time totally believing she had accomplished something wonderful by winning enough tickets for a plastic baton...$40.00 well spent? indeed!

What to do now?

I'm thinking about my future and not sure what I really want to do. I had worked for the last 5 years as a district supervisor for a grocery chain. That may seem or sound like a pretty decent job for a 50 year old woman. I guess it was if you enjoy working 80-90 hour work weeks and being paid for 40. Anyway, the President of that company started caring more about what went up his nose than what he cared about being a success and went belly up. Many people lost their jobs and like me have been unemployed now for a few months. So, the big question remains. What do I do now?

I have had oppotunities to accept positions similar to the one I just left but I keep holding back. Face it, I'm 52 years old, I don't have what it takes to pound out 80 hr. work weeks anymore. I've also been offered normal jobs. Hourly with benefits, and not much hope for any overtime or the pay that goes with it. The latter keeps sounding better to me all the time. Yes, it would be a pay cut and seems like a big step backwards. But, I'm not sure I care about that so much. At this point I feel like I just want a quiet, easy going job for the next 10 years that will take me to retirement.

Today, I'm pondering these options realizing that I have to make a decision very soon. What I really want is to just stay home, have a garden, grow tomatoes, clean house, cook and play with grandkids. That is not one of my options. I will post back on this topic after I make my final decision.

Saturday, August 07, 2004

I have a blog

I finally did it. After surfing around for a few months looking at all the neat blogs, I decided I wanted one. What will I talk about on here? Your guess is as good as mine. I created this to have a place to do my journaling so if you find it extremely boring, please don't stay.

I will write about my political views and leave links that have become of some interest to me. I will also write about areas of medicine that I find most interesting and again I will try to link the most informative of them.

My mother use to write poetry and children's short stories. I will post them and share them with you.

I also love writing poetry and will eventually leave some here. Enjoy them or not. Noone likes poetry, they eiher love it or hate it, you may do either. I'm certain I will write of my employment experieces and of most importance I will blog about my son and grandaughter.

I encourage the comment section so please don't hesitate to leave one. Please don't spam me. If you do I will either hunt you down or change your message to tell the world that you are having a homosexual relationship with Kiki!